It is hoped that both beginners and advanced
students will find value in these essays and that they may eventually serve as
a kind of “study guide” for people who want to read Crowley but find him
inaccessible and obscure.
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
The Four Elements
Announcing a new series of articles that will be
written and posted very slowly over the next year or so as time and inclination
make possible: “The Four Elements,” essays that closely read Crowley’s chapters
on the four main magical weapons (Sword, Wand, Cup, Disk) in Book 4 Part 2,
with special attention to discussing, in practical terms, what is represented
by these weapons and the element with which each is associated.
Monday, May 27, 2013
A Little Philosophy Can Be a Dangerous Thing
It’s not really
a secret that cults tend to attempt to recruit the college-educated. The reason
that crazies often try to prey on the educated is simple: people with more
education are generally better able to rationalize insane nonsense and defend
positions that they’ve accepted, ultimately, irrationally.
Over the years
of having discussions online and encountering a lot of strategies practiced by
religious believers of all stripes, I’ve found that probably the most annoying
strategies come from religious believers who have come up with elaborate
justifications for their brand of jibber-jabber.
Read on for a discussion of the problem with such elaborate justifications.
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Happy Third Day of the Writing, 2013
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I'm sure he squirted juice in his eyes to
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make them flash for flightening me. Still and all
he was awful
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fond to me. Who'll search for Find Me Colours
now on the hilly-
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droops of Vikloefells? But I read in
Tobecontinued's tale that while
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blubles blows there'll still be sealskers.
There'll be others but non
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so for me. Yed he never knew we seen us before.
Night after
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night. So that I longed to go to. And still with
all. One time you'd
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stand fornenst me, fairly laughing, in your bark
and tan billows of
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branches for to fan me coolly. And I'd lie as
quiet as a moss. And
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one time you'd rush upon me, darkly roaring, like
a great black
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shadow with a sheeny stare to perce me rawly. And
I'd frozen
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up and pray for thawe. Three times in all. I was
the pet of everyone
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then. A princeable girl. And you were the
pantymammy's Vulking
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Corsergoth. The invision of Indelond. And, by
Thorror, you
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looked it! My lips went livid for from the joy of
fear. Like almost
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now. How? How you said how you'd give me the keys
of me
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heart. And we'd be married till delth to uspart.
And though dev
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do espart. O mine! Only, no, now it's me who's got
to give. As
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duv herself div. Inn this linn. And can it be it's
nnow fforvell?
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--Finnegans Wake
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Happy Second Day of the Writing, 2013
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And aither he cursed and recursed and was everseen
doing what
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your fourfootlers saw or he was never done seeing
what you cool-
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pigeons know, weep the clouds aboon for smiledown
witnesses,
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and that'll do now about the fairyhees and the
frailyshees.
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Though Eset fibble it to the zephiroth and Artsa
zoom it round
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her heavens for ever. Creator he has created for
his creatured
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ones a creation. White monothoid? Red theatrocrat?
And all the
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pinkprophets cohalething? Very much so! But
however 'twas
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'tis sure for one thing, what sherif Toragh
voucherfors and
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Mapqiq makes put out, that the man, Humme the
Cheapner,
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Esc, overseen as we thought him, yet a worthy of
the naym,
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came at this timecoloured place where we live in
our paroqial
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fermament one tide on another, with a bumrush in a
hull of a
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wherry, the twin turbane dhow, The Bey for
Dybbling, this
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archipelago's first visiting schooner, with a
wicklowpattern
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waxenwench at her prow for a figurehead, the
deadsea dugong
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updipdripping from his depths, and has been
repreaching him-
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self like a fishmummer these siktyten years ever
since, his shebi
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by his shide, adi and aid, growing hoarish under
his turban and
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changing cane sugar into sethulose starch
(Tuttut's cess to him!)
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as also that, batin the bulkihood he bloats about
when innebbi-
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ated, our old offender was humile, commune and
ensectuous
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from his nature, which you may gauge after the
bynames was
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put under him, in lashons of languages, (honnein
suit and
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praisers be!) and, totalisating him, even hamissim
of himashim
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that he, sober serious, he is ee and no counter he
who will be
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ultimendly respunchable for the hubbub caused in
Eden-
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borough.
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Monday, April 8, 2013
Happy First Day of the Writing, 2013
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because ye left from me, because ye
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laughed on me, because, O me lonly son, ye are
forgetting me!,
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that our turfbrown mummy is acoming, alpilla,
beltilla, ciltilla,
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deltilla, running with her tidings, old the news
of the great big
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world, sonnies had a scrap, woewoewoe! bab's baby
walks at
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seven months, waywayway ! bride leaves her raid at
Punchestime,
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stud stoned before a racecourseful, two belles
that make the
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one appeal, dry yanks will visit old sod, and
fourtiered skirts
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are up, mesdames, while Parimiknie wears popular
short legs,
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and twelve hows to mix a tipsy wake, did ye hear,
colt Cooney?
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did ye ever, filly Fortescue? with a beck, with a
spring, all her
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rillringlets shaking, rocks drops in her tachie,
tramtokens in
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her hair, all waived to a point and then all
inuendation, little
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oldfashioned mummy, little wonderful mummy,
ducking under
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bridges, bellhopping the weirs, dodging by a bit
of bog, rapid-
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shooting round the bends, by Tallaght's green
hills and the
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pools of the phooka and a place they call it
Blessington and
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slipping sly by Sallynoggin, as happy as the day
is wet, bab-
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bling, bubbling, chattering to herself,
deloothering the fields on
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their elbows leaning with the sloothering slide of
her, giddy-
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gaddy, grannyma, gossipaceous Anna Livia.
--Finnegans Wake
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Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Three Cheers for...Chastity?
“on
my siege of my mighty I was parciful of my subject but in street wauks that are
darkest I debelledem superb”
--Finnegans Wake
--Finnegans Wake
Earlier this
year I had the opportunity to see the
new production of Parsifal performed on its opening night at the
Metropolitan Opera in New York City. The opera is hauntingly beautiful – and
this production was interestingly arranged (more on this in a minute) – and it
is also notoriously misogynistic.
I won’t bother with a plot summary here, which
anyone can google and read up on in the span of a few minutes. Instead, I’ll be
spending this post considering the symbolic uses to which Crowley puts the
opera in his writing, as an illustration of the principles of Chastity
(understood in the Thelemic sense, of course).
I’ll be looking at a way to interpret the
opera that makes its message more palatable, but I’ll also be considering
Crowley’s own misogyny, and his personal limitations that modern day Thelemites
often strive to transcend.
Read on for more.
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Touring the Fruitcake Factory
As
some of my readers know, I have – for the past month and a half – been making
posts on the Temple of Thelema Forums (also known as “The Thelemic Fruitcake
Factory”).
Enjoy the spring.
My
time at the Fruitcake Factory has proceeded pretty much exactly as expected.
Though earlier this year, I declared that it would not be my intention to post
over there, I revised that point of view after seeing one “Frater Potater”
unceremoniously expelled for asking the wrong kinds of questions in the wrong
kind of tone and also seeing Jim Eshelman state that dissenting viewpoints
would be tolerated there if they were presented graciously.
I
decided to take him up on that offer and present a dissenting viewpoint on the
forums. You can read my first post on the forum here: “Experience Has No
Explanatory Power” [link]
It’s
a somewhat interesting thread, notable in part for Eshelman’s refusal to
participate in it, other than to offer an obligatory response or two to my
initial post. He claimed in his second post not to have the time to participate
in it further, and then he later briefly popped in to say he had no interest in
the subject of the thread – while it might seem odd for a supposed Thelemic
teacher to have no interest in a subject fundamental to Thelema, this claim to
have “no interest” also seems to be true, since Eshelman is on record in that
very thread as stating that he doesn’t think it’s necessary for a student of
the Great Work to understand “what is actually happening”:
I challenge the idea, in most situations within the Great Work, that there is any need at all to "figure out what is actually happening."
In
one sense, it’s not unexpected that Eshelman would say this. After all,
a main idea expressed in many of his posts is simply to trust whatever it subjectively
feels like is going on. But in another
sense, it’s somewhat interesting that I got him to say it so explicitly.
As
I immediately go on to point on in that thread, “figure[ing] out what is
actually happening” is vital to doing any kind of task, including the Great
Work:Well, people who perform the Great Work make all kinds of factual claims, including claims like, “This practice helps a person discover the True Will.” Practices might include endlessly repeating rituals dreamed up by Victorian freemasons, imagining having chats with goblins, balancing plates of water on their head, eating cakes made out of cum, and imagining all sorts of things really hard with the power of the mind.
But without taking the crucial step of investigating to see if any of these things really *do* enable a person to discover the True Will – i.e. investigating to figure out what’s “actually happening” when they do this stuff – all of this stuff is just a bunch of religious devotion to practices that, frankly, are outdated, weird, and largely ineffective for granting people insight into themselves.
Now,
to be fair, Eshelman’s quote above continued with this sentence: “Explanation gets
in the way of person mating with moment; and it's that variety of
coition that transforms.”
The
argument he was making was that “figuring out what’s going on” can distract
someone from paying attention to the moment, and it is thus unnecessary to figure
out what’s going on.
And
let’s be fair: the actual work does require the individual to turn off the mind
and pay attention to the Self in the moment. But, in terms of what we were
talking about – evaluating practices -- Eshelman's argument is retarded: on the most basic level, a
person would have to figure out at least enough to know that the goal involves
“person mating with moment” (note the lame, imprecise phrase), how to go about
“mating with moment,” and how one knows that one has succeeded in “mating with
moment.”
Without
figuring out what is actually happening at least enough to know what the goal
is, what one is supposed to do to achieve that goal, why doing
these things will make it possible to achieve the goal, and how one can
tell that one has achieved it…the student is just blindly trusting stuff. It’s
not even proper to call the student a “student” at that point. “Wacked-out
religious devotee” might be a better term.
In
other words, Eshelman’s advice, as so often, disparages the idea of bothering
to understand what’s actually happening in favor of how stuff subjectively
feels, which is both antithetical to Thelema and deeply revealing about his
version of Thelema – and it helps explain the prevalence of the insane nonsense
posted by a majority of participants on his website.
Anyway,
feel free to read my posting history over there. A few of the responses I got
are literally incomprehensible gibberish, and many more were a bunch of
religious resentment at my pointing out how nobody has any valid grounds for
accepting any of the kooky things they discuss there as if they were
self-evident fact, but there actually were one or two decent responses that
developed into actual conversations. My introductory thread gets sort of
interesting in the middle, when one of the regulars over there agrees to a test
of his supposed powers by attempting to “remote view” two words I have written
on a piece of paper on my desk. You can obviously guess how it goes without
reading the thread – spoiler alert: there’s still no reason to think that
anybody has super powers – but it might be entertaining.
The
only other thread really worth reading – if you’re bored and need something to
do – is this one, where I school a clod who calls himself “Mephisto.” The
argument he presents is the standard “Let me use reason to demonstrate that
reason is unreliable” stuff, but it’s made a little funnier by the fact that it
takes this kid an embarrassingly long time to twig to how stupid his argument
is.
I’ve
been posting at the Thelemic Fruitcake Factory for under two months now, with only
around 350 (mostly very) short posts (if I have an hour to kill, I can easily
rack up a dozen quick posts pointing out the latest batch of logical errors) yet
I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say that my short posting history
contains more information about practical Thelema – and has stimulated more
insightful conversation relevant to practical Thelema – than years and years
and years of all the other posts on the forums put together. Even when I was
hovering around 100 short posts, I was saying the same thing – and it was still
true then.
So
yeah, that’s how I’ve been entertaining myself lately. But never fear – new
content is coming for “Thelema and Skepticism” very soon, so look forward to
that.Enjoy the spring.
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